Just a little emotional roller coaster

This morning was just one of those mornings where I was frustrated to absolute tears.  I’ve still not gotten to the electrologist, I waffled between still thinking I’m half mad for even thinking that I’m transgendered, then re-thinking  where I’ve been over the past two months and remembering that the deepest clinical depression I’ve ever faced was the result of purging (more on that in a later post), and then my clothes not fitting (the result of my personal self-destruction over the past year unnecessarily agonizing over my GID).   

Then I put this song on, and sang, and life, was better…

Say to those who are fearful hearted,
Do not be afraid
The Lord your God is Strong
And with His mighty arms
When you call out His Name
He will come and save

He will come and save you
He will come and save you
Say to the weary one
Your God will surely come
He will come and save you

He will come and save you
He will come and save you
Lift up your eyes to Him
You will arise again
He will come and save you

Say to those who are broken hearted
Do not lose your faith
The Lord your God is strong
With His loving arms
When you call on His name
He will come and save

(repeat chorus)

He is our refuge in the day of trouble
He is our shelter in the time of storm
He is our tower in the day of sorrow
Our fortress in the time of war

(repeat chorus 2x)

Lift up your eyes to Him
You will arise again
He will come and save you
Lift up y our eyes to Him
You will arise again
He will come and save you

(He Will Come & Save You, Bob Fitts & Gary Sadler, 1995, Integrity Hosanna! Music/ASCAP)